pod4477 (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} pod4477) wrote,@ 2004-07-18 17:29:00 |
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i dont know
i dont know what i feel. i really feel like curling up in a ball and staying there and just crying my heart out. The past few days have been nice because ive felt i was over rachel. but right now i dont know if i am. Shes been constantly(i feel) mean towards me. well this might sound gay but it really hit me hard. My friend donny wrote a song for his girlfriend and i have a nice guitar aprt in it. So rachel goes to him "nice going donny" with a high five and i go do i get one and she says welll donny had a beautiful guitar part. what about me?? do i get any credit for anything i do. i feel rejected by her and by everyone. I feel so alone and i dont know what to do. If you think this is some attempt for sympathy then fuck off cuz it's not.
i dont know what i feel. i really feel like curling up in a ball and staying there and just crying my heart out. The past few days have been nice because ive felt i was over rachel. but right now i dont know if i am. Shes been constantly(i feel) mean towards me. well this might sound gay but it really hit me hard. My friend donny wrote a song for his girlfriend and i have a nice guitar aprt in it. So rachel goes to him "nice going donny" with a high five and i go do i get one and she says welll donny had a beautiful guitar part. what about me?? do i get any credit for anything i do. i feel rejected by her and by everyone. I feel so alone and i dont know what to do. If you think this is some attempt for sympathy then fuck off cuz it's not.
